carpe noctem.

I wake up sad

Because despite everything you are gonna leave in a couple months and when I look at you my heart breaks because I’m so in love with you. I can’t imagine not being held by you. Not being close to you. Not being able to see you as I wish. It tears me apart but I try to be so damn strong. You’re a fucking butthole sometimes and I wanna punch you in the throat but overall it’s you whom I wanna sleep with and listen to music with and eat dinner with and tell good morning and good night too . I wanna be with you even when I’m sick of it. I wanna be with you till your sick of me. I just want us to be together. I wouldn’t trade what we have for anything. I love you. Stay with me please.


really rough sex, then cuddles, then more sex, would be good

(via chickapow)